×☆ 叛逆☠小恶魔™ ☆×

Burthday boy's day not quite as HOPED, but i'm still happy =]

2009-05-31T17:37:00.000-07:00

Lols, the day before was a day i had the most fun in my 17 years...a lame start, a boring building , a very very very nice climax =D=D=D=D and a disspointing ending, or maybe a 舍不得? hahas...

anyways, now i realised i had great friends, a rebellious sister and my great personality =X hahas...nothing more to say... actually is nothing more i want to share... shh private ^^..well, i'm going lols.. need study

i had 3 wishes on my birthday...1) hoped a good result for my this year SPM
2) wish that our realtionship(we and us) will last forever^^
3) private(lols came true de) =)

anyways, here i hope we could all put our effort to show what we've made of in this term exam...we'll show them~~ hahas ^^

PeaceOut,
Ronny

Over My Head (Better Off Dead

2009-05-15T05:26:00.001-07:00

What happened to you
You played the victim for so long now in this game
What I thought was true
Is made of fiction and I'm following the same

But if I try to make sense of this mess I'm in
I'm not sure where I should begin
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'

Now I'm in over my head
for something I said
completly misread, i'm better off dead
and now i can see, how fake you can be
this hypocracy's begining to get to me
it's none of my concern
dont look to me 'cause i dont believe in fame
i guess you never heard, i met our makers they dont even know your name
but if i had to say goodbye to leave this hell
and say my time has searved me well
i'm fallin'
i'm fallin'

and now i'm in over my head
with somethin i said, competly misread i'm better off dead
and now i cant see how fake you can be this hypocracy's begining to get to...
this came long before, those who suffer more
i'm too awake for this to be a nightmare
what's with my discrase i've lost the human race
no one plans for it to, low up in their face

who said it was easy to put back all these pieces
who said it was easy to put back all these pieces

and now i'm in
over my head, with somethin i said
completly misread i'm better off dead
and now i can see how fake you can be
this hypocracy's begining to get to me
Over My Head (Better Off Dead)

StudyBooster's now had its side effect, DISTRACTION

2009-05-12T03:09:00.000-07:00

going to do something crazy... i hope its worth all, or none at all... since i had put it down that way =/ ... i had risk soooo much, can't afford to lose...just so... so.... ADRIAN

On AdrenalinRush!!

2009-05-11T03:48:00.000-07:00

Dear bloggie.. i found out that i felt too much for her, the more i control myself, the more i lose control... her every presence sings my soul, and i felt for her the way i nvr did... wasted years!!!

Lols, missed the previous nights, missed my humors and mosttly, i missed myself...how can everything change so fast? my reign is almost over, and the battle had just begun. Scare of losing my self, losing everything we had, and lose memories... how i loved you so~

i brought some pics back from DynastyChinese Restaurant last night, wow sis anna came back and never come find us.. lols got a daughter that i nvr knew , quite cute, but missed all her fun wif me since she stayed in Boston, America =/...

well, whatever we all got quite happy last night with all the nicest things. BBQ duck hong kong style, xue yu, seafood gourmets, and not to miss that bowl of prawns,topped with melted cheese and some colorful dressings.. juicy, tender, chewy... i could used to that kinda life =], btw here's some pics...

Whee~~

2009-05-10T04:11:00.000-07:00

not bad today but my mood's abit down.. its not my fault its not my time, but i will do what i need to do.. and the time is near, whether its 0%risk of failing i'm still trying...coz i really put my heart into it =]]

Go dinner tonight wif ma sis =]] so cute

XD

2009-05-09T07:45:00.000-07:00

today was great, never felt better although i'm sick~ Planning my do's and don'ts guide...u noe what i mean, don't cha? lols gotta run nid my beauty sleep, nite bloggie =DD

Eeek??!!

2009-05-08T15:22:00.000-07:00

Just got addicted, but that's alright, someday its gonna be over, just the the rest of it =). lols What could i had asked for more?

WOW

2009-05-05T03:35:00.000-07:00

Hahas.... is the 1st thing i wanna say since i "abandoned " this blog long time ago. Things had been quite wierd these days and well, i can't handle them =]

Well, today oon my way back home from BrassBand training, i saw a cat on a tree. And the tree is like, taller than me and such==" so i had to climb up and rescue it.. there's acut on its tail and it trembles so hard. well, mommy's here, dun worry. tot it was a stray cat so i took it to my home compound and let it wanders off by itself, who knew tat cat belong to the lil girl living next door. i tried to recover the cat back to her and the cat was gone.. after a long search i found it but the lil girl had gone home.. what a wasteoff!! so i put it in a box and let it outside my home...guess what? the cat came back and held its position outside my door dunno waiting for what. so, i grab an unused box and stuffed it into a lair, then bring it some milk. now its here with me guarding my house and playing with itself. what a weirdo!!

AnyHooo, i got my BrassBand uniform and tried it, wow.... i had to thanks my mum, my daddy, and anyone who give me this handsome and fit-in-all-nice-shirts-great body shape and size...wow talk about my complexion... its like,hmm i don't know, maybe PERFECT? XD

Lols, will come back when i felt like writing anything again. you got my word...see ya, BLOG =))

Happy Valentines~~ Happi "Bujang " to my palss ><"

2009-02-13T06:27:00.000-08:00

"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone. I'll be waiting;all there left for us is run. You'll be the prince and i'll be the princess. Its a love story baby just say "yess"

"Romeo save me- i've been feeling so alone. I keep waiting for you but you never come. Is this in my head? I don't knwo what to think-" He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said" Marry me, Juliet.You'll never have to be alone. I LOVE YOU and that's all i really know. I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress; Its a love story- baby just say "yess"

Your Life Holds Unlimited Potential and Wonderful Dreams

2009-02-12T07:14:00.000-08:00

You have the ability

to attain whatever you seek;

within you is every potential

you can imagine.

Always aim higher than

you believe you can reach.

So often, you’ll discover

that when your talents

are set free

by your imagination,

you can achieve any goal.

If people offer their

help or wisdom

as you go through life,

accept it gratefully.

You can learn much from those

who have gone before you.

But never be afraid or hesitant

to step off the accepted path

and head off in your own direction

if your heart tells you

that it’s the right way for you.

Always believe that you will

ultimately succeed

at whatever you do,

and never forget the value

of persistence, discipline,

and determination.

You are mean to be

whatever you dream

of becoming.

Lazy~

2008-12-31T07:27:00.000-08:00

some new hairstyles...not tidying but well, it looks fine with me ><"

Tuesday, November13,2008' 16:31

2008-11-18T04:31:00.000-08:00

Hahas...its been quite a moment tat i last updated my blog...sien holiday eh...so boring at home...anyways...i juz come back after being "homeless" and by that i mean i've never got home =P.

Our school had our food fair on the past friday. Wow, we had a great morning...everything seems great, even the air. It was 6:30am in the morning when i gt there...the weather doesn't seemed as expected. Raining, that is.

Anyhow, we unloaded our things and start to prepare our food. We got help from our RIT's canteen laoban...We've been assigned for our own jobs. Its funny, the cylinder like thingy tripped and fall. The inside contents(chickies XD) dropped out and tat gives me an idea...

To make things easier to sell, we shouted "Thank You", " lai lai lai, fresh out-of-wok- fried mee and kueh tiaw" and my ultimate:"来来来哦，这些鸡可爱又肥哦，要不然那个炉也不会掉下来了！！" 说说也罢，但是既然有人跑过来看看，然后就买哦！是不是我太帅了？==

After then we had our performance...some coach from Chung Hua praised our BASSDRUMMERS(Me) very gud oh~~ ji kai xing yi xia..

Jiu zhe yang, time passed by and it comes to an end...we SOLD OUT our rice, Roast Chickies, Fried Mee, Kueh Tiaw, Spaghetti, coconut drink, soft drinks and many more...after that, i went to malcolm's house...we were planning to dye our hair and get into trouble. But WTH, 玉米烫和拉直要RM100 d ==...so we wait lo.. until hair long long liao cai lai..

Soi Soi that night...i overnight at Malcolm's place. We had long chat wif shuai ge== haha..37 mins on the phone...so kick. Tat night we watch some "teenagers" movie and woke up few times, about 5 or 6 for the toilet...and no, 0.o, we din watch porn and get ourselves some palyboy magazine...we had diarrheaTT. The stupid curry lamb, waste liao RM18 to buy tat juz to gives us "unblocked passageway".

On the next day, i went to malcolm's church...and if your thinking why in the hell i would go their...gives you some tips...its one of mens' needs. aiyoo.... watch liang moi la of coz ..ZZzz. Tat day is the first day of the one-month training of this present year form 3 people. Out of my luck, no liang moi d... lengzai oso no have.. hw dissapointed...they came from all palces le...about 10+ from west malaysia and 110++from BorneaIsland.

Still had diarrhea... went back about 2pm...i saved malcolm's and priscilla's day by rescuing them from boredom and tiredness. Hahas.We went back, watch more movies, laugh some more, watch teen movies, play some games and chat some more ... tat night we slept early..managed to finish DateMovie and DouNiu,YaoBuYao...

Until today morning, we went to school, count the coupons, waliu!! unbelievable...we achieved out goal and in fact, we had gotten about coupons woth RM6994..target is Rm3000 nia..waliu..think we win the highest amount 3 years straight...hehe^^ then we go eat roti canai and ice kacang wif HH. We go parkson hin after then... but wait, isn't tat derek's car? he said he'd gone home and no come parkson de wo...and wth is he doing here?Then, Ke-Linnnggg....everyone figured out...what we did and what we saw **is a secret and cannot be posted out here to protect rights** We went dota afterwards...keep winning dunno y..3 rounds, 2 rounds get 1st and other 1 get 1st runner up...hahas. Cb tat kid...dunno play dota go home...so bising, mau kena pukul...he touched me kok...never die b4 tat kid...lucky his mum ask him dun bother me..otherwise i not let he go by only hit him once nia...so bad ><...after tat we go walk walk..and saw liang moi... nt many la~ saw hui liing oso... at parkson liao ppl make up pretty pretty dun wan hiu me...shang xin ah...

Well, went home after a few strolls, quite miss my home, and not to mention, my family ><

Haha.. wan change phone again....too rich ah...hahas..and i wan change number le, no leng lui wsn play msg wif me...and now here i am.. yi bian posting blog yi bian zi pai ...ROLF

So, peace out...Sry for not posting in the past few days, i got my computer repaired, internet renewed, mozilla crashed and....what the heck.. tell u the truth la.. i LAZY... hehe ^^

anyhow, peace out and have a happy holiday to all my frens...those not my frens will have their worst holidays >< lols so bad ah me.

Sunday, October26, 2008' 6:03PM

2008-10-26T03:02:00.000-07:00

Wow whee~~ Had an exciting weekend, haven gone home for 31hours and 11 minutes XDD...i woke up 11:30AM Saturday morning and invite |SIKKHIN| go CoffeeBean studybut instead, he ask me go his house study. Ok lo, then i go... reach there about 1:45 PM at his place to study BM and Biology. I teach him le... from Chapter 1 to 6 ==". Of course, we chitter chatter abit throughout the "process" with his two brothers. Then about 4 something we go PasarTani to buy some snacks. Damn!!i wore my 33 size jeans out and its so loose...it keeps dropping down my butt><, cant let those unworthy eyes took a peek at my GOLD BUTT, can i?Hahas. Anyways, we bought nasi lemak special,5 Ringgit Lekor(much tastier than school d) and some ApamBalik~

Then it was about 5 PM and i was thinking of going home. But then |SIKKHIN| asked me to stay and join him and some friends on dinner that night. My Mum actually agreed :P. Then we spent the rest of the time of the evening playing basketball, playing with '大哥' and '母狗'..hahas took a bath, showed my body(six packs) and off we go to the dinner...its around 6:30PM tat time. Reach MEGA HOTEL BALLROOM with |JIAKANG|, |AHLONG|, |CHRISTOPHER|, |SHUAIGE| and |SIKKHIN|. Waliu... 1st time see so many LAKIAS!!!can't describe using words!! too many...got many lakia there...i saw one with BOOBS bigger than a watermelon!!! and a AKUA, some shuffle kia, some live band performed by lakia and most importantly~~Not even one liang moi!!!那天晚上是" SMK PUJUT TEACHERS AND STUDENTS APPRECIATION NIGHT"...i dunno y i go..hahas.. 笨叻~~还花了RM25 买入门票. 但是，还了钱是不是要吃个痛快？？这点我们几个做到了哟！！首先，我们抢完他们的花生。然后，我们就抢食物。。。食物一到，我们就抢个精光><...到了最后一样《YAM BASKET》, 他们终于反击了。。。他们紧张得半死，食物一道他们就用自己的筷子，叉，和汤匙去拿＝＝...动作笨得很好笑，弄的我们笑到爆 XDD ..坏叻~

我们还有拍照留念叻~这时，一起补习的几个 MALAI猪猪从另一个餐厅出来。。WaliuEh...他们喝醉酒，又抽烟。。。在沙发上loo 上loo下, 像颠人酱喊上喊下。。。CB 真欠打！！过后就去Pelita PROGRESS fae game >< 到 12PM.懒惰回家，|SIKKHIN| 妈妈也肯我在那里过夜叻~而我老妈呢，竟然一封 MSG就爽快地答应了，几够力一下的。我|SIKKHIN| 就通宵lo...我比较早上床，一点半酱。。。可是反来反去睡不着，想人叻~~hahas ><...就到了两点半，|SIKKHIN| 关了电脑，掉头进了房间就呼鲁呼鲁地睡着了。听到一些声音。。。。
好好笑的 ><

next day morning(today) i woke up about 10AM...slept like a pig...Then |SIKKHIN|'s mum took us go eat Breakfast+Dinner at ApolloWadWadWadDe.Ate KuehCap and some DimSum~~then go |MINGJIE| house to study...|AARON| and |ANNIE| both at there...Can't study, keep talking jokes coz long time no gather like this lo== since 1 year ago T_T....|MINGJIE|'s father so good go 打包 rice back to give us eat. i eat 2nd round lunch le ~~After Eating i go weight..Waliu, 63.5 KG!!Sik Khin 更SAT, 81.6KG.Then i go watch movie "Superhero Movie" ==" Movie so hilarious and well, it helps me get my mood back into study...Its an one-hour-movie so after that study abit liao then go home ><

所以是一天多没回家。。。没关系，反正也没人想我!! Lols =DD

Of course, i got Bath, Wash face, but no brush teeth ><...虽然有这么多的乐趣，但是俗人说: There's no place like home. 还是回到家的感觉最好~

明天考试了，真快！！祝我一切顺利~

Peace Out,
♥Lynn♥

Saturday, October25, 2008' 12:18AM

2008-10-24T09:17:00.000-07:00

Many things happen in such few days~ ==...cigarettes, phones, pornos, and little stuffs? What's wrong? Nothing Wrong. Then why the mood's down? Stress...next week test. You'd ever get stressed over some test, i thought you never care? Yeah... i did before but now, i felt so...so...so...unready.

Looking out at the rain thru my window, a sleepless night. Blowing my nose...got a cold. Thinking that whether you're lonely and miserable or not. My thoughts were like tha rain, scattering throughout my brain...thinking deeply and staring into empty spaces. i'm not sad... not down... just happens to need a little space of my own.

Sorry that i couldn't be there by your side when you get into trouble as usual...

WHATS WRONG WITH ME?

Sunday, October19, 2008' 8:55PM

2008-10-19T05:53:00.000-07:00

>看我～～看她～～双双看～～看什么～～不只道～～SAW ME >< SAW HER >< BOTH SAW >< SAW WAD >< DUNNO ><
kan ngui--kan yii--lan jia kan tio--kan lo mia--mea iu--

STUDY!! STUDY!! STUDY!! Gambate~

Nid study study hard wo this week coz next week starting the " TEST OF FAITH " Haha.. too much DOTA, gonna cut it down and clear everything on my mind except EATING, BREATHING, KAO LUI, SLEEP and〖×S T U D Y ×】

朋友们，我们好好的加油～为这一个星期做个好人，拉高裤子，领带拉紧，戴那傻傻的眼镜，每天读书。。。。。。然后等放假我们就放肆！！！破 ×× ～！！YEAH!!

！！读书愉快！！

Peace Out~

P.S. i felt nerdy and well, i hope she like nerdy boys ><

PicShow

2008-10-17T06:11:00.000-07:00

Found some pics while browsing thru my com and thought tat i should share it with you guyz ><>
RRSS Concert 2008

RRSS Orientation 2008

RRSS SingingCompetition 2008

RRSS Day 2008

Miscellaneous:

Hope you like it ><

Peace Out.

Friday, October17, 2008' 7:14

2008-10-17T04:13:00.001-07:00

Haizz...come to think of it, i missed my old hair, like it long but very messy and hard to tidy up due to curlyness...and the near-perfection, spotless face and those not-like-now-panda-eyes... TT but nvm le~~ now i got my hairstyle back and waiting holiday coz tat time my hair's gonna be longer than this and i'l highlight it, PINK or PURPLE..haha so emo, maybe go RED ^^... Furthurmore, since these pimples came popping outta nowhere, my face got sharper and the baby fat's all gone =DD. Thx to my dad's expensive cure-imperfection serum, gonna get rid of those pimples in no time!! But for now, cant think of girls, games, luxury lifestyle, game, body building and you =((....nidda get my results better than last time, 2 weeks counting...well, TATA for now...

P.S.
Matt, thx for da advice i reli got my life back on the road and its getting better..Love ya and looking forward of your returning..

Love,
Lynn

^^

2008-10-15T07:08:00.000-07:00

至少还有你

我怕来不及
我要抱着你
直到感觉你的皱纹
有了岁有的痕迹
直到肯定你是真的
直到失去力气
为了你我愿意

动也不能动
也要看者你
直到感觉你的发线
有了白雪的痕迹
直到视线变得模糊
直到不能呼吸
让我们形影不离

如果全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你值得我去珍惜
而你在这里就是生命的奇迹
也许全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意失去你的消息
你掌心的痣我总记得在哪里

我怕来不及
我要抱着你
直到感觉你的发线
有了白雪的痕迹
直到视线变得模糊
直到不能呼吸
让我们形影不离

如果全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你值得我去珍惜
而你在这里就是生命的奇迹
也许全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意失去你的消息
你掌心的痣我总记得在哪里

我们好不容易
我们身不由己
我怕时间太快
不够将你看仔细
我怕时间太慢
日夜担心失去你
恨不得一夜之间
白头永不分离

如果全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你值得我去珍惜
而你在这里就是生命的奇迹
也许全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意失去你的消息
你掌心的痣我总记得在哪里
在那里~

Tuesday, October14, 2008'

2008-10-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

Hate to admit it but human beings are selfish~ and i'm a human being =DD...

Learn how to be optimistic, at least someone can cheer me up and at last...understood me.

School was fun today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY,| ALEX|!! We bought a few eggs and ready to get into trouble as we are planning to smashed it on him >< but..tat cunning lil guy sneak passed us and gone back home...leaving his towel behind.So |SIKKHIN| packed up the 4 eggs wif his towel and guess wad? |SIKKHIN| broke two eggs, I broke another and |JEREMY| broke the remaining. Gee~ the towel reeks and smells...|SIKKHIN| throw awya his towel and boy, was it a mistake!!

However, living my life and take it from another point of view -- found out that life is more than we ever thought and have never-ending acheivements and improvement. Change in PERSONALITY, ATTITUDE, and MOOD.

What the HECK?? I'm only FORM 4!!!

Monday, October 13,2008' 9:59PM

2008-10-13T06:59:00.000-07:00

Damn...i hate my life...好不容易甩掉的记忆又再次回来了。。。饶了我吧。。。真想就这样倒下去死了。。。每天被谎言所缠着，为的也是个人利益，唯我不这样做。。。我不想让伤心事重演，为你好，为我也好。。。只能相信自己，不能信靠任何人。。因为人是自私的！！！！

Sunday, October12, 2008' 6:11PM

2008-10-12T03:09:00.000-07:00

Friday, October10, 2008' 8:15PM

2008-10-10T05:13:00.000-07:00

he had been buggin' me for 3 years...3 years i tell you...he do no harm bit by bit but, its hurtful when it accumulates...And WTF did i heard?? more lies...maybe we just dont have the ...缘分...nothing more to say... i'm crazy, this world is crazy, and you're crazy!! Just have to get used to it, no one understands me...NO ONE... Maybe its the tests keep bugging my emotions??who knows?

. . . .

2008-10-07T05:45:00.000-07:00

电台说我是B。（我为她着想，尊重她的意见，默默地等。。。是一个正君子。。。〕，但是我怎么都感觉不到有什么差别。。。就是想痛快的××一场，但这是我的本性吗？？ i wanna hurt no one... but people keep bully me...SAD

Sunday, October05, 2008' 8:47PM

2008-10-05T05:44:00.000-07:00

|SIKKHIN| came by today and treat me to a packet of MeeKolok =D...We had a fun afternoon...i was watching ThePinkPantherMovie while he's palying RO. Hahas..i heard |LIFEN| sing le at meetoto..guess wad?? i record it down^^We had a long chat...XDD and someone named AhBao keep bothering us =X ..he kelian le...anyways tuesday got Physics test nid study le ~

PeaceOut

Saturday, October 04, 2008' 10:52AM

2008-10-04T07:52:00.000-07:00

Found out today to be the best holiday yet~

1.morning mum and dad go Bintulu let me in charge of house ^^

2.so gud le me today let |ROMAN| play computer, then i go out about 10 am and go MCC to pass the time~~

3.met Mr |DEREKKHOJR|, the handsome instructor of our band on the way back to pustaka, and |HUIROU|too, and his fren

4. Saw |MIKEY| Koko and |WEILI| Mummy~dunwan bother them le then i go upstairs and wow, many liang moi le~~ from chung hua de..maybe year end test is near and everybody are getting ready for it, like me =P. However, i met |LOUIS| and his "girlfriend"... he doesnt admit it but looks like to me they're pretty close to each other^^

5. |LIFEN| put aeroplane and never came..hahas nvm still got |LOUIS|. while i was watching those girls, |HUIROU| came spoiling ...he, too doesn't admit tat he came here to see girls while using the excuses saying tat he was studying...Nah, who would believe?? @@ Not me XP--Met Livia and their gangs!! they came to made the board for cheering d. JY JY!!

6.then after finish studying me and |WEILI| go shopping~~she keep making |MIKEY| jealous by saying tat we pakto...We met 1 CANON, 2 AKUA, 2 NANRENPUO. XD then she treat me biscuit with chocolate chips^^ not bad le~

7.Then we go eat KFC and joking around..i got photo of |WEILI| "zi pai" le ~~=P hahas. |MIKEY| is a person full of humor and fun guy ~~ know him better thru jokes 0.o

8.After finish KFC, we go indoor stadium to watch the competition "E-ERA"(The name i give d). We sit at VIP seats le and i bought so many junks and snacks, thinking there will be amny people but what turn out to be is juz a few cats- |JEREMY|, |WEILI|, |YEESYUAN| and me~~ lols cant finish><|| Tat time the sky got REALLL black...scary.

9.The competition got very high and exciting. B4 i go, There were 3 finalists- |XIANAI|, |JERRY|, and |TERRENCE|, ENCORE for the performance i really did enjoyed it =)...About the judges~~ not very pro they didn't watch the lyrics as |GIAHAO| got the 'JIETOUBAOWANG' lyrics wrong..i know coz i sing tat song >< The male MC PuoYing and nvr came back to the stage ..maybe been kicked out~~0.o LMAO

10.The weather turned out as i suspected...a storm came as soon as i went into my house, thank god |WEILI| got me home in time ^^

hahas. She msg me le~
><|| satisfied as an ending for my day ^^

Peace Out **^YO^**

Friday, October 03, 2008' 11:49AM

2008-10-02T20:37:00.000-07:00

i explore meetoto and guess wad... childish but abit fun ^^ same routine today-study,eat,play,sleep.eat,play,study,watch tv,bath,sleep TT someone save me-lucky weili accompany me~ makes my day less boring ^^ Someone know how make chat box pls escort me thx <3

Thursday, October 02, 2008' 11:40PM

2008-10-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

trying to figure out how to work this thing 0_o, anyways welcome to my blogspot ^^